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Monday, October 6, 2008

It's a twist in my life right now. Well, i have no idea what's happening to my r/s with j. Met Dee for dinner at Marina, had a long talk over dinner at Hans. Was a good time spent catching up. Reminsced times when i wasnt attached yet, but it was the good old funny friendship times, the nice feeling when a girl is being chased. Sat there, recalling those times 2- 3 yrs back. Im so different now, compared to those years back. I guesws ive grown up. But, i wanna be like how i was before. Anyhows.. Dee, thanks for being one of my gd friends who'll listen to my problems and caring so much for me when im upset.. (:
Well, on the train ride back, j called and sanji drove us to hollandv for frolick. But i dont knw why, but things are just different btwn j & i. We're prolly facing the issue which has been going on since the very first day we got tog. it prolly just got more prevailant these past 2 mths. Its a friend-boyf thing. Sigh, i dont knw. maybe this problem is causing you to react differently towards me, & you prolly feel its unfair/ uncomfortable, till you feel so numb. Well, maybe its time we take some time apart.. give ourselves some time, some space alone to think abt us. we might get something outta it. or we may have different thoughts abt this r/s. maybe it will be gd, placing our priorities right. Our r/s with God, our time spent w our friends & family. i hope you do knw exactly how you really feel. sometimes, i'll feel like.. maybe itll be good if i go overseas to study.. a test of time & our love. im sad, but we've gotta face all these someday. Smile to a new day.

haha, my sis turned on the radio and its class 95 love songs. ironic, just heard this over the radio.
"Love is being the best person you can be to the one you love." .......can you? can i? can everyone in love do so?