Sunday, September 14, 2008
Feeling so choked up, right here, right now. My mind feels so squished. Went through quite an ordeal this week.. with long tiring workshops, moving/staying btwn dover & hillview, busy preparations for viet, some friendship problem... but well, i know i have to learn to deal with all these.. be strong and live life well, like ive always did. But, somehow, i feel that whenever my life isnt on track with Christ.. my life will just seem to go wayward. Just not as smooth as life has always been for me when my faith was stronger, love for Christ was deeper, prayers were more sincere, when i would share my day with Christ.
i need you O Lord, take me through this weary point in my life.. take my hand, bring me back up where i started to fall. I wanna put You 1st in my life. Let these words not only be a saying, but a will in my heart. I need You, O Lord.
Well... my day was good here and there. Maybe just the last part of the day spoilt it all.. guess i was too tired from the whole day of rushing to get my viet stuff. grr.. dont wanna go /: Oh well. Had lunch with James & Joel at Kim Gary's hk cafe after church. Had a funny time lunching, with james nonsensical jokes. but seriously, still dont knw why he keeps laughing at me thinking im slow. Hello james, im much more alert now! After that, met my very very good friend. Feels like she'll be there for me whenever i need her. haha (: She called me out the night before, wanting to meet me to get my stuff for viet.. so many things not settled yet. Shoes, Bag, Formal tops, Berms. She didnt even had her lunch before meeting me, yeah. so she had upsized fried mars bar. walked around for hours getting my stuff and all.. till both of us had a headache squeezing through the crowd. Grr, sucks. Had some heartfelt talk over belgain choc latte and ice blended vanilla. Oh! she even taught me how to play mahjong.. cool ay? But sadly, couldnt have dinner tog cus i forgot i had a mooncake festival party at home! Owe you a nice dinner treat babe! anws, i really felt better today with yr company!
Thats all i have today, nights.
